[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:05.24]After Forever---Blind Pain [00:09.15]favor [00:15.92]-------- [00:35.48](Child) Everything keeps getting worse [00:39.18]The terror at home, the dread at school [00:43.04]I mustn't count on much support, [00:46.77]I'm still locked out; it's up to me, [00:49.09]how to face the teasing and the pain [00:54.55]Hate, one thing we have in common [00:58.22]Play your game [01:03.04] [01:05.21]Beat me, hurt me [01:12.35]A physical release from mental pain [01:17.97]Don't make me explode in your way [01:22.54]---------- [01:44.01](Contemplative) This is a chain of torture, [01:46.85]a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel [01:52.99]This is the rebel in her, the torment from him, [01:58.34]the absence of help, the mother's care [02:05.03]----------- [02:21.32](Child) Rage, it burns all around us [02:25.70]Blind pain [02:30.39]So abuse is only weakness [02:35.37]It feels more like a cry of distress, an act of incapacity [02:41.75]Feel the threat [02:42.72]Feel the oppressed ambience of having no place to go, [02:47.23]no one who'll take care of my salvation [02:51.28] [03:21.61](Contemplative) This is a chain of torture, [03:24.36]a line of pain, no other way to show how you feel [03:30.93]This is the rebel in her, the torment from him, [03:36.27]the absence of help, the mother's care [03:44.50]------------ [04:26.27](Child) Here comes the final episode [04:29.94]of terror and pain, abuse and hope [04:33.96]Here comes the fight between us all [04:37.77]A fight between a love long gone [04:40.14]I'm to blame, but it's their own blind pain [04:43.60] [04:45.75](Mother) Now look where you and your selfish ambitions have gotten us! [04:48.46]It's never been worse! You gotta work, work work, come back without [04:51.95]even noticing me or that ignorant kid of yours! You only think about [04:55.28]yourself. [04:55.98](Father) I only think about myself, it's me again? You self-centered bitch! [05:00.57]You're the one complaining all the time, but when that kid freaks out, who's [05:03.65]supposed to take care of her, huh?! Besides, it's not my child! Wasn't it ours, [05:08.44]our little 'saviour' of a love we never had? A fucking... [05:11.65](Mother) Yeah, there is no 'us' anymore, darling! Ever since she was born [05:15.40]and I was left at your apparment raising her, I think about all I ever dreamed [05:18.78]of because of 'our' decisions! We both should have made compromises, [05:23.07]but the only one who did was me! [05:25.42](Father) Oh, there you go again! You feel awfully sorry for yourself; why [05:28.49]don't you take a look at my side of the story for once? [05:31.55](Mother) Ah, yeah sure, 'your side'... well, excuse the fuck out of me for being [05:36.57]in your way! A child you never wanted, living in a smaller house than you've [05:40.50]ever dreamed of, and all the while I'm getting old and ugly, right? [05:42.98]You must really long for somebody young and fresh, or if this means already... [05:48.60](Father) Enough!! Don't you dare accuse me of being unfaithful! That's [05:52.47]how you ruined my loyalty; I can't believe I once fell in love with a... [05:56.47](Mother) Oh, neither can I, you bastard! Neither can I! And loyal? I dind't [06:00.64]know you're familiar with that word! [06:03.59](Father) There's a lot you don't know, a lot you'll never understand! [06:07.14]We've lost contact, baby. [06:09.62](Mother) Oh yeah, really? Well, that doesn't seem to bother you. Why don't [06:14.18]you just go on? Go, go! Drift off away on that little island of yours and don't [06:18.82]forget to drown on your way to a better life!! [06:21.13](Father) Maybe I will, maybe I will! I'd rather drown than be locked up with [06:25.22]such a freaed up bith and a freaky daughter! I can't believe we're still [06:28.59]holding a conversation about something so stupid!! [06:31.48](Mother) Fine, go! Just GO!! Drown! I hope it'll be slow and painful! [06:39.13](Father) Shut your fucking mouth! [06:43.89](Mother) Asshole... Asshole! [06:45.51]-favor-