[ti:Happy Ending] [ar:Tech N9ne] [al:] [00:00.02]Tech N9ne - Happy Ending [00:01.52] [00:06.62]I didnt wanna fucking do this song, for real [00:09.02]But I wouldnt be real if I didnt [00:11.89] [00:13.94]I be sittin by myself and thinkin, mamma what have I become [00:17.50]All I wanted was a family, but when I look I be the only one [00:21.17]Losing everything but money, everybody left and I dont even get to see my young [00:24.36]Only happiness I get is in the studio or when I get to do another run [00:27.36]On the road, doin shows, get the woes, when it slows [00:30.51]gettin cold, getting old, but the flows, gettin sold [00:33.72]I've been doin this a minute but I think I wanna end it cause I'm on a higher level when I go [00:37.28]But the music I be doin it, be losin, make it hard for me to grow [00:40.50]All I wanted is a family portrait, see my babys on a ranch with horses [00:43.75]But I was fucking devil bitches in corsets. I was livin really good but I torched it [00:46.98]I'm sorry ms jackson, I'm speakin for real and I never meant to make your daughter cry [00:50.40]But I guess I'm a failure with women and I'm lost and I feel like I ought to die [00:53.67]Feel like I'm rotting away, my life is just off in the grey [00:56.77]How much does it cost I will pay, to lay, and be off in a coffin today [01:00.02]I mean off in ashes, this life ain't after a classes, If I get blasted [01:03.84]This is Suicide Letters all over again, I thought that I passed it [01:06.94]But I guess that I didnt, cause this one is written and there is no mending [01:10.02]When I'm broke I'm a joke, when I croke I just hope I wont be descending [01:13.37]But this ain't a joke, I want you to know that Tech ninna is never pretending [01:16.59]Alone in my bed, a gun to my head, asking WHERE IS MY HAPPY ENDING? Ya [01:20.27] [01:22.02]Tell me how it ends? [01:22.88] [01:24.05]What about me? Where is my happy ending? [01:29.57]What about me? Is this a life worth living? [01:36.04]You know how it begins, but how does it end for me? [01:39.46]Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me? [01:42.82]Will this stop before I stop breathing? [01:45.84]Is their lighty, in this dark I'm seein? [01:48.77] [01:52.83]Chea, I put my life in this music, nina is inside out [01:56.04]I set my heart out for people, they know what the inside bout [01:59.43]Will they keep feelin ninna forever, this I doubt [02:02.70]Can never cry for help, if you listenin this my SHOUT [02:06.59]I'm searching for the passage way to happiness [02:09.00]But i'm wordly So I have to lay in nastiness [02:12.41]Yes, this is Strange year, worldwide fames near, but the games queer [02:16.92]Sometime I feel like I'm rudolph, the reindeer [02:19.09]But instead of a red nose, I stay in my red clothes [02:22.21]And the music they said blows, is on top and the cred grows [02:25.52]Can you ressurect a mother fucker that feel like he pose as a dead soul [02:28.68]Deteriorate to an inferior state almost equal to bread mold [02:32.10]Now as my head goes, wish I could shed those [02:35.41]Because all the time the ninna was shorted, what I bled froze [02:38.57]So now that I'm cold blooded, and hella sick is what the med shows [02:41.82]The tread slows, and dont even think you reviving a dead rose. Chea [02:46.96] [02:47.57]Tell me how it ends? [02:48.61] [02:49.44]What about me? Where is my happy ending? [02:55.12]What about me? Is this a life worth living? [03:01.70]You know how it begins, but how does it end for me? [03:04.90]Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me? [03:08.10]Will this stop before I stop breathing? [03:11.18]Is their lighty, in this dark I'm seein? [03:14.08] [03:17.66]I'm on the verge of insanity, but I'm competant [03:21.50]I'm breakin so I pick this one to vent [03:24.22]The reason I look away when you talk to me my brain is producin evilness [03:27.79]I'm drownin in 151 and rumble ments. Thats how I feel [03:31.37]I sit in the mirror with this gun and practice how to kill [03:34.43]But I know damn well that the people like me really wanna know how to chill [03:37.97]This life is about a check, about a number about a bill [03:41.26]Think about all the love I lost cause my quest is about a mill [03:44.48]I feel like your stupid, dont talk to me I'm crackin up [03:47.65]And I dont mean laughter I'm full of bitterness and its backing up [03:50.91]And I live with angles, but lately demons been shakin up [03:54.24]Tug of war with my spirit, you see the blood I'm hacking up? [03:57.59]I love my kids and my fans inside I sob harder [04:00.90]Cause you pay the price for my life and its right like Bob Barker [04:04.22]And I wont pretend its ok I'm no facade starter [04:07.50]So I guess my only happy ending is in a massage parlor [04:10.69]Chea [04:13.10] [04:13.62]Tell me how it ends? [04:14.76] [04:15.56]What about me? Where is my happy ending? [04:21.36]What about me? Is this a life worth living? [04:27.71]You know how it begins, but how does it end for me? [04:30.86]Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me? [04:34.37]Will this stop before I stop breathing? [04:37.24]Is their lighty, in this dark I'm seein? [04:40.49] [04:41.00]End [04:41.50] [04:42.02]Tech N9ne - Happy Ending [04:42.52]