[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [00:01.02]there's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes: [00:06.33]i threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards and the sting in my eyes [00:14.45]that you then inflicted was par for the course just as when you were living. [00:21.59]it's no stretch to say you were not quite a father but a donor of seeds to a poor single mother that would raise us alone. [00:31.50]we never saw the money that went down your throat [00:39.61]through the hole in your belly. [01:01.14]thirteen years old in the suburbs of denver [01:06.08]standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner at the catholic chuch. [01:12.15]the servers wore crosses [01:16.12]to shield from the sufferance plauging the others. styrofoam plates, [01:21.45]cafateria tables charity reeks of cheap wine and pity [01:31.24]and i'm thinking of you. i do every year [01:35.73]when we count all our blessings [01:38.18]and wonder what we're doing here. [03:20.38]~~~~~~~~~~~~~`` [03:26.72]you're a disgrace to the concept of family [03:31.10]the priest won't divulge that fact in his homily and i'll stand up and scream [03:38.34]if the mourning remain quiet, you can deck out a lie in a suit but i won't buy it. [03:46.02]I won't join in the procession that's speaking their piece using five dollar words [03:55.94]while praising his integrity and just cause he's gone it doesn't change the fact: [04:01.63]he was a bastard in life thus a bastard in death.（绝对咒人的话~~ 呵呵~~ 学学啊） [04:18.79]enjoy it~~~ guang{::}~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~