[ti:Side Effects] [ar:Mariah Carey&Young Jeezy] [al:E=MC2] [by:活在当下] [00:01.38]Mariah Carey&Young Jeezy - Side Effects [00:06.48]制作：活在当下 QQ：6313827 [00:14.22] [00:15.09]I was a girl, you was a man [00:16.95]I was too young to understand [00:18.90]I was naive, I just believed [00:20.77]Everything that you told me [00:22.68]Said you were strong, protecting me [00:24.55]Then I found out that you were weak [00:27.05]Keeping me there under your thumb [00:28.93]Cause you were scared that I'd become much [00:31.11]More than you could handle [00:33.19]Shining like a chandelier [00:35.67]That decorated every room [00:37.69]Inside this private hell we built [00:40.40]And I dealt with it like a kid [00:43.45]I wished I could fly away but instead [00:46.73]I kept my tears inside cause I knew if I [00:50.57]Started I'd keep cryin' for the rest of my [00:54.34]Life with you I finally built up the strength [00:58.49]To walk away don't regret it [01:00.50]But I still live with the side effects [01:02.89]Wakin' up scared some nights [01:04.13]Still dreamin' 'bout the violent times [01:05.95]Still a little protective 'bout the people [01:08.05]That I let inside [01:09.77]Still a little defensive [01:11.08]Thinkin' folks be tryin' to run my life [01:13.66]Still a little depressed [01:15.22]Inside I fake a smile and deal with the [01:17.31]Side effects [01:20.89]Side effects [01:24.57]Side effects [01:28.36]Side effects [01:32.04]Vacant inside no one was there [01:33.98]Couldn't be real, had to keep quiet [01:35.87]Once in a while put up a fight [01:37.70]It's just too much night after night [01:39.62]After a while I would just lie [01:41.48]You were dead wrong said you were right [01:43.40]Did what i could just to survive [01:45.27]Couldn't believe this was my life [01:47.63]Flickering like a candle [01:49.17]Doin' my best to handle [01:51.19]Sleepin with the enemy [01:52.78]Aware that he wa