[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [01:17.92]i really don't know what i'm doing here [01:21.12]i really think i should've gone to bed tonight but... [01:27.19]"just one drink [01:28.40]and there're some people to meet you [01:30.80]i think that you'll like them [01:33.52]i have to say we do [01:34.52]and i promise in less than than an hour [01:38.01]we will honestly go... [01:43.53]now why don't i just get you another [01:46.47]while you just say hello..." [01:50.90]yeah just say hello... [01:51.30]yeah just say hello... [02:04.71]so i'm clutching it tight [02:08.09]another glass in my hand [02:09.31]and my mouth and the smiles [02:11.35]moving up as i stand up [02:13.63]too close and too wide [02:15.01]and the smiles are too bright [02:17.28]and i breathe in too deep [02:19.44]and my head's getting light [02:21.56]but the air is getting heavier and it's closer [02:25.20]and i'm starting to sway [02:30.88]and the hands all on my shoulders don't have names [02:34.44]and they won't go away [02:38.15]so here i go [02:40.64]here i go again... [02:42.74] [02:43.75]falling into strangers [02:45.56]and it's only just eleven [02:47.49]and i'm staring like a child [02:49.90]until someone slips me heaven [02:52.25]and i take it on my knees [02:55.63]just like a thousand times before [02:57.89]and i get transfixed [03:02.10]that fixed [03:02.54]and i'm just looking at the floor [03:06.00]just looking at the floor [03:10.14]yeah i look at the floor... [03:32.59]and i'm starting to laugh [03:34.74]like an animal in pain [03:36.45]and i've got blood on my hands [03:38.88]and i've got hands in my brain [03:41.32]and the first short retch [03:42.99]leaves me gasping for more [03:45.67]and i stagger over screaming [03:47.84]on my way to the floor [03:49.68]and i'm back on my back [03:51.75]with the lights and the lies in my eyes [03:57.87]and the colour and the music's too loud [04:01.26]and my head's all the wrong size [04:05.85]so here i go [04:08.28]here i go again... [04:10.17] [04:10.80]yeah i laugh and i jump [04:12.80]and i sing and i laugh [04:15.03]and i dance and i laugh [04:17.12]and i laugh and i laugh [04:19.40]and i can't seem to think [04:21.05]where this is [04:22.60]who i am [04:24.00]why i'm keeping this going [04:26.46]keep pouring it out [04:28.35]keep pouring it down [04:31.08]keeping it going [04:32.70]keep pouring it down [04:34.67]and the way the rain comes down hard... [04:38.72]that's the way i feel inside... [04:43.14] [05:00.06]i can't take it anymore [05:02.59]this it i've become [05:04.62]this is it like i get [05:06.39]when my life's going numb [05:08.39]i just keep moving my mouth [05:10.67]i just keep moving my feet [05:12.75]i say i'm loving you to death [05:15.05]like i'm losing my breath [05:17.08]and all the smiles that i wear [05:18.98]and all the games that i play [05:21.34]and all the drinks that i mix [05:23.32]and i drink until i'm sick [05:25.59]and all the faces i make [05:27.82]and all the shapes that i throw [05:29.86]and all the people i meet [05:32.08]and all the words that i know [05:34.19]makes me sick to the heart [05:37.54]oh i feel so tired... [05:40.44]and the way the rain comes down hard... [05:45.70]that's how i feel inside... [06:02.10]and the way the rain comes down hard... [06:05.02]that's how i feel inside...