[00:01.37]OH hi [00:04.37]I shall not fear no man but God [00:06.83]Though I walk through the valley of death [00:09.71]I shed so many tears (if I should die before I wake) [00:12.85]Please God walk with me (grab a nigga and take me to Heaven) [00:19.83]Back in elementary I thrived on misery [00:22.55]Left me alone I grew up amongst a dyin breed [00:25.45]Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest [00:27.81]Until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest [00:30.19]Tell me can you feel me I'm not livin in the past you wanna last [00:34.42]Be tha first to blast remember Kato [00:36.63]No longer with us he's deceased [00:38.03]Call on the sirens seen him murdered in the streets [00:40.41]Now rest in peace [00:41.88]Is there heaven for a G Remember me [00:44.12]So many homies in the cemetery shed so many tears [00:48.88]Ah I suffered through the years and shed so many tears [00:59.21]Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears [01:02.38]Now that I'm strugglin in this business by any means [01:04.75]Label me greedy gettin green but seldom seen [01:07.37]And fuck the world cause I'm cursed I'm havin visions [01:09.95]Of leavin here in a hearse God can you feel me [01:12.74]Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain [01:15.11]Show me some happiness again I'm goin blind [01:17.69]I spend my time in this cell ain't livin well [01:20.07]I know my destiny is hell where did I fail [01:23.44]My life is in denial and when I die [01:25.47]Baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears [01:30.24]Lord I suffered through the years and shed so many tears [01:40.52]Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears [01:43.76]Now I'm lost and I'm weary so many tears [01:46.06]I'm suicidal so don't stand near me [01:48.69]My every move is a calculated step to bring me closer [01:51.44]To embrace an early death now there's nothin left [01:53.75]There was no mercy on the streets I couldn't rest [01:56.44]I'm barely standin bout to go to pieces screamin peace [01:58.99]And though my soul was deleted I couldn't see it [02:01.64]I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free [02:04.14]They planted seeds and they hatched sparkin the flame [02:06.90]Inside my brain like a match such a dirty game [02:09.26]No memories just a misery [02:11.34]Paintin a picture of my enemies killin me in my sleep [02:14.56]Will I survive til the mo'nin to see the sun [02:16.92]Please Lord forgive me for my sins cause here I come [02:21.84]Lord I suffered through the years (God) and shed so many tears [02:32.19]God I lost so many peers and [02:34.88]Lord knows I tried been a witness to homicide [02:38.65]Seen drivebys takin lives little kids die [02:40.45]Wonder why as I walk by [02:42.92]Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line gettin high [02:46.32]This ain't the life for me I wanna change [02:49.05]But ain't no future right for me I'm stuck in the game [02:51.05]I'm trapped inside a maze [02:52.79]See this Tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy [02:55.11]Disillusioned lately I've been really wantin babies [02:57.58]So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady [02:59.92]Don't trust my lady cause she's a product of this poison [03:02.86]I'm hearin noises think she fuckin all my boys can't take no more [03:06.99]I'm fallin to the floor beggin for the Lord to let me in [03:09.83]To Heaven's door shed so many tears [03:13.83]Lord I've lost so many years and shed so many tears [03:24.78]I lost so many peers and shed so many tears [03:34.53]Lord I suffered through the years and shed so many tears [03:44.88]God I lost so many peers and shed so many tears